Tuesday, March 22, 2011

My Health Report Card

This is not something I would consider to be fun... I will try to be as honest in my assessment as possible.

Physical Wellbeing
- I would grade myself at a 2 or 3 in Physical Wellbeing. I have been obese since my daughter was born, and I used food to cope with a difficult couple of years my family has been through. I am also unfit, my daughter was born C-section and I haven't built up that core strength yet.
-My goal physically is to get down to a healthy weigh. I don't have a number, I am more interested in feeling healthy.
-To reach this goal I have hired a personal trainer and made a commitment to go to the gym 3-4 days per week. I change up my workouts often so I don't get bored. Also we are changing our diet in the household to more protein and fiber, less sugar and fat, and I'm trying go more organic.

Psychological Wellbeing
-I would grade myself at a 6 or 7 in psychological wellbeing. I am still healing from traumas and I still get triggered from outside sources, but I am aware of my triggers. I am able to feel my reactions and remain present... I hope that makes sense.
-My goal is to get to a place where I no longer get triggered. I want to forgive those who have traumatized me and be in charge of my own happiness rather than relying on others for it.
-I have been in therapy for two years and feel like I was a 1 when I went into therapy. Also I have a very supportive husband whom I can process things with. I have only recently began to meditate and look inward for solutions rather than blame my emotional states on my environment.

Spiritual Wellbeing
-I would grade myself right at a 5. I have a strong sense of faith that everything will be okay. However, I struggle with church and I find myself questioning why a lot. "Thy will be done" is a hard one for me. I question why when karma seems to be backwards. My faith is strong, but my spirituality isn't, if that makes sense.
-My goal would be to reconnect with God and the Earth, also to reconnect with my spiritual self.
-Honestly my spiritual wellbeing was closer to 10 two years ago and has been slipping and I don't have a plan to bring it back up. I guess that is where I have been interested in meditation. like I'm trying to reconnect with my spiritual self.


I feel like taking this class was a step in this process, also learning to meditate, getting out to the gym, changing my diet, and continuing therapy are also big steps. I have made a commitment to myself to become a healthier person within my body, mind, and spirit. The idea that the power to become healthy and happy lies within me rather than my environment has been very empowering.
LibbyK

1 comment:

  1. You have been through alot but as I was reading your blog I saw your openess. Your child birthing experiences did not help with your physical wellness and food, although not recommended to us especially women as a means of comfort, always seems to be the one thing we turn to. I too eat when I am either depressed, sad, or just bored. I am not fit and I have tried my best to get on a diet but it never lasts.
    I got various ideas on how to loose weight and keep fit but with my schedule??? that is a no-no...
    I pray you find your way, do some research on what you can do to keep fit. You have to make sure it is something you will be dedicated to and do not go over and beyond because that is why I always quit too soon.
    I wish you all the best dear.

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